Uninspired Blog

20/10/2025

Things have happened
School still beating my ass nothing new there
Since xbox decided to commit suicide I stopped paying for Gamepass, so now I dont have access to the Forever World anymore lol, gonna restart the blog on Java at a later date
I'm still stuck at the WebGL port thing thanks to my complete inability to create music, also it wasn't nearly as finished as I thought it was when I was first assigned to the project so that was a bit of a surprise, there is another guy helping me with the missing sprites for the game (basically everything since almost all the sprites where placeholders) but has only done one character (himself) sprite in a month, so not really helpful tbh
I have been drawing a little bit to distract myself at school, maybe will show something here if I don't decide to burn them first, we will see
Finally, started HRT a week ago, cool, not really feeling anything different yet, but is not a race I guess

The grind never stops

25/08/2025

Getting absolutely demolished by my classes, my family, my friend and by mosquitoes, it's almost comical

Still no new page, sowwy

20/08/2025

The unpaid work thing is going well I think, at least I think I can do homework there and no one would really care so that's good, a bit boring but what isn’t. At least I was given a semi finished project to export to WebGL so if anything I may have something to upload here, even if it’s bad lol.

The new look is taking a lot more time than I was expecting but at least I have made my mind on the colors and fonts… I think. We will see

18/08/2025

Had to remove two previous entries in this blog because I swear to God if I have to think about that or see the image that it had I will kms, no joke it hurts me physically and mentally, and the only reason im writing this is so I remember that I must not relapse nor participate in anything similar never ever again, no matter what

Horrible

Anyways I decided to finally invest some time and start working in a new style for the whole page and hopefully make it not as ugly as it is now. For the record, here is a screenshot of how the main page looks like at the time I'm writing this. I like the forever world page though, so I guess that one will remain mostly the same

This fucking week was horrible and all I wish is to have one even worst so I can completelly forget about this one

13/08/2025

I think I really, really, REALLY fucked up my uni timetable, classes plus social service ( or however the mandatory unpaid 6 months job you have to do to be able to graduate is called in your country - if something like that even exists - ) equals between 8 to 11 uninterrupted hours daily from monday to saturday, plus 2 hours of public transportation. I feel like I'm gonna have to make a decision, between doing homework or sleep, multiple times a week, at least by December it should be mostly over but I'm not sure if I will be able to make it that far lol. I guess that means I won't have that much time to continue playing, let alone editing, the forever world archive, which after only 2 episodes honestly sucks.
Anyways, please random person that for some reason decided to open a random unappealing page with less than a hundred views and actually took the time to click on a link and read all of this, wish me luck

07/08/2025

Today I got up early and went to my local -1 hour away- clinic to see if I could start HRT, and after another hour of waiting I came back with a six months away appointment where a psychiatrist will decide if I can get a one year away appointment to see the endocrinologist, a bit heartbreaking lol
I also screwed up my uni timetable a little, but that's on me

Still haven't decided on a name for the page btw

05/08/2025

About the page, I have realized that naming it “uninspired blog” wasn't the best idea, mainly because it wasn't even a blog until the creation of this paragraph, so I have decided that this subpage will adopt that name and the main page is gonna be called, well idk yet but we will see. Also apparently obs is mad at my capture card and refuses to record anything, which is bad I guess, tbh I was thinking on playing the forever world max once per week so im not to concerned with this yet

On another news that even less people care, uni starts again next week, I got a bit scared early today when I realized I have only 8 more subjects to take, 7 of which I can enroll this semester, I have NO idea what im gonna do when school is over tbh, I know that I dont have the knowledge to work in anything related to my career, and I don't think this last 8 subjects are going to change that, but I guess this is a problem for next year me lol